So I am really down about the fact that my weight is Currently UP. My friggen period is now 2 weeks late too.
Anyhow, I suppose now I am sublimating, as I find my self trying to plan my work week and month ahead of time and focusing on my work schedule instead of the # of Calories consumed in a day.
I am fantasizing over what type of new car I would like to even save up for. I am not sure. Perhaps a used one at Hertz will do?
I am thinking Japanese, or VW type, or BMW, who really knows?????
So, dear God please help me to feel more energetic so that I am able to take on longer scheduled jobs at my new job. I am currently working up to 3 hrs per day, and up to 3 times in my 1st week, and now must work out my own hours to work until summertime.....
In the summer I am hoping to be able to work up to 8 hr days and up to 40 or 50 hrs per week. I must pray more for God to provide me with energy and clearness of mind and the ability to overcome this anxiety especially social anxiety and my agoraphobia too.
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