I just joined after finding this site. I was ed-nos (never diagnosed, mainly anorexic tendencies, some bulimic) for 4 years as a teenager. 7 years later I still think the same disordered thoughts before eating anything. I try to just eat anyway and I am above a healthy weight, which drives me crazy...
I'm wondering if any of you deal with this years into your recovery? I look back on my very disordered days with a sense of nostalnostalgia and I know that isn't healthy. I'd just like to hear someone else's input :)