National Eating Disorders Association

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iwanttolive
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Hi, I just don't know what to think or how to feel. I am sad, hurt, LONELY, tired, I feel like I am leading people into believing I am this wonderful great Christian and when I try to tell them I am not even able to pray right now, they don't believe what I am saying or don't want to believe it. My best friend ever is moving in a few months. I can't drive to where she is and the bus doesn't go to where she lives. I just feel like big disappointment. I really don't want to work. I would love to sleep all day in my bed. I am not really looking for feedback. Just need to know someone out there knows how I am feeling. I feel a lot of the time I wear a mask. When will the real .... please stand up. I guess that's all. Thanks for listening.

Savedbygrace
So sorry

I'm not going to offer advice, just "sit" here with you where you're at. Know you're not alone in your situation. GOD is holding you. It's ok if you can't pray right now. He knows and sees your heart.
I'm sorry your friend will be moving away. I had 2 close friends move to 2 different countries. It hurt my heart more than I ever thought possible.
I will be praying for you and your situation.
No matter what, GOD won't ever leave.

mameegan
you are not alone

sending lots of love your way! the real you is here! you have a great heart and lots of strength, even though it may not always feel that way. i wish for you greater peace and happiness in the coming days! please keep checking in! we understand and we care!

cat1234
You are definitely not alone

I totally understand what you are going through. All I want to do is crawl back into bed and stay there. It's such a struggle and often we feel alone because nobody else understands, and having a friend move away is so hard when you need all the support you can get right now.

Keep leaning on God - he is there. And remember if you need to take a sick day and stay in bed sometimes it's okay :) Recovery is exhausting in and of itself much less the stresses of our everyday lives.

Xoxoxo. Keep posting!