National Eating Disorders Association

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horrorfilm
Is it true?

Is it true that i just went out of the house (for the purpose of binge food)
and came back with just trash bags and zip locks for the house?
when i get the chance i take it. Not this time.
But now there is this light.
i've never truly wanted to get better. I act. I fake recovery.
I don't care about my health. I don't care about money. Or societies role in my life.
But i do care about *him*. I guess this is the start of true recovery.
I'm learning to care, about health and money.

The guilt is what stopped me the over coming agonizing pain of hurting someone
(that is not me)

****alil back ground note****

have had an eating disorder for about 7 years,
going back and forth between the two
I've had my gaul blatter removed
and been to the hospital 4 times the past 2 months

eghall
A step in the right direction

Every journey begins with a single step and it sounds like you made that step today. Are you ready for the next step? NEDA can help you find a treatment team so that you can start the road to recovery. I am very proud of you for caring about yourself today and coming on here to share your success!

nanzhu
NEDA can help!

I agree with eghall - it sounds like you have had a great realization and that is a very brave and important step! The NEDA Helpline can be a good place to start (1-800-931-2237, M-F, 9-5 EST) to find someone to connect with. Talking to a close friend or family member is also a good idea, or seeking out through any of these links: http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/find-help-support.

You're on the right track - don't give up!
Nan