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iwanttolive
hostile living envioroment

HI guys, so sorry to bother you again. I was having serious chest pains and back pain last night and with my moms encouragement went to the emergency room. My blood pressure was 78/33. So I was put in for observation and tests. All the blood work and tests came out ok as did the tests. So my blood pressure did raise a bit. It is now in the 90/45 ish range. So I have been discharge. As soon as I walked in the door, actually garage as my sister is working on sorting her things out, she yelled at me. You never said you weren't coming home at all, just that it would be very late, you never mentioned you wanted us to put your dog out. Well if I wasn't home by ten, which is when I said I wouldn't be home till very late I guess I assumed she would have let her out. Then I bought ten containers for storage. I told her two were for me. I stepped into the porch and started taking two and she was hyper, I'll get them, I'll get them , I said I will get them I am quite capable. She was freaking out but I took my two. It is not her room, so I don't understand.
There is nothing I can do about it. She didn't even ask if I was okay or not. She just started yelling at me about my dog and that I didn't call her to tell her I wasn't coming home. I texted her, if she wanted clarity, all she needed to do was call me. So sorry for the rant.
It is good to know I am healthy and it will help my father relax to know that as well.

I hope you guys are holding onto Hope. I do wish you a nice day. iwanttolive

chunkymonkey68
wow, she sounds Angry and Frustrated

sounds like someone was out in the sun for too( you a beach goer in the Summer???), long or didn't drink enough beverages
to stay properly Hydrated, or vomited a tad too much for 1 days worth, and the old BP went haywire.

Good luck and hope your sis feels better soon too. She sounds like she may be suffering from PMS, pregnancy, or some other emotional or hormonal problem, slight heart attacks, etc.....

julesthefox
I'm so sorry for all you're

I'm so sorry for all you're dealing with right now. It is really not fair for her to treat you that way. I hope the doctors are able to figure out what's going on with your BP so you can at least feel better physically. If there is a way you can get out of your living situation too, I would highly suggest that.
You are doing so well for all you are dealing with though! You are handling everything so maturely. I'm sorry nothing is going right right now. I wish I could offer advice or help in some way, but all I can do is tell you that we are here for you and support you. God is with you. Never give up. You have come so far! After you get through this snag, there's no telling how far you'll go!
You can do this. You can get through this. I believe in you.
Take care,
Julesthefox

lovetowrite81
Iwanttolive

Hi Iwanttolive,

First of all you are never bothering us! It is good to hear from you. I am so sorry you experienced all of that last night. That is so frustrating and hurtful to be treated this way by your sister. How are you feeling about it now? I am glad that you are healthy as well, though it is unfortunate that there is so much hostility going on at home. We're in this with you <3

Savedbygrace
How are you feeling today?

How are things these days with you and your sister? Has anything improved?

iwanttolive
Update

Hi and thank you for your feedback. I am feeling a bit better. Things are still tense at home. I am sad. My sister wanted to talk with me but I said not now. It isn't a good idea for me. I will talk to my therapist on Friday and figure out the best way to go about it as I will be blamed.

The one positive thing is that I am still behavior free. But it souring my friendships. I have to stop talking about this with my friends.

iwanttolive
Update

Hi and thank you for your feedback. I am feeling a bit better. Things are still tense at home. I am sad. My sister wanted to talk with me but I said not now. It isn't a good idea for me. I will talk to my therapist on Friday and figure out the best way to go about it as I will be blamed.

The one positive thing is that I am still behavior free. But it souring my friendships. I have to stop talking about this with my friends.

iwanttolive
Update

Hi and thank you for your feedback. I am feeling a bit better. Things are still tense at home. I am sad. My sister wanted to talk with me but I said not now. It isn't a good idea for me. I will talk to my therapist on Friday and figure out the best way to go about it as I will be blamed.

The one positive thing is that I am still behavior free. But it souring my friendships. I have to stop talking about this with my friends.

Savedbygrace
Sorry to hear

I'm sorry to hear about the situation with your sister. But it's good you're not engaging in behaviors.