National Eating Disorders Association

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kristinkb
Whose in control?

Today is an awful day in this program, probably the worst since I've been here. Blind to my own values. Can't seem to maintain. It's like I'm testing the limits of the program, just wanting them to give up on me. I feel like I'm giving up and just letting the E.D. win. It feels like I'm okay with it but I don't know. Left questioning myself.