I just got bad news that I didn’t get a job that I really wanted. I’m devastated. I feel so badly about myself. I really need a job because my husband just started a new job that is a huge pay cut. He hated his old job. I have a lot of stress in my life. I’m not doing well eating disorder wise either. I feel like giving up on everything.
if you are feeling this way, go to the er. Get help. You deserve it. There's nothing else that can be said. You need to do what needs to be done. Nothing will change if you don't do anything about it to help yourself. Sorry you didn't get the job.
I appreciate your support. I emailed my psychiatrist but she hasn’t replied yet.
it shouldn't matter whether your psychiatrist sends you or you admit yourself. It will be faster if you go. Then your psychiatrist will be notified after you go or you can email while in the ambulance.
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I hope you asked for help. Life is full of challenges and we do not always get what we deserve/wish.
If you did not get the job you wanted, it is not the end of the world. Most likely God/the Universe have something better prepared for you. Just be patient. Take care of yourself and keep searching for jobs. I am sure you will get something good.
Hugs
Annet
I appreciate the support and encouragement Annet. I’m not feeling any better. I’m still very upset about not being able to find a job. I have been looking for more than a year. I’m feeling very depressed.
Were you able to talk to your phychiatrist? Maybe she/he can prescribe you with some medication to help you feel better.
Why don't you try to do something nice for yourself daily? Something that helps you forget a bit about your depression/job search?
If you are feeling down, it will be more difficult to search for a job. You just will not feel like doing it. So, we need your mood to improve so you are in better conditions to find a job.
We also want to see u happy!!!
Hugs
Annet
I appreciate your post. My psychiatrist did reply to my email. She was concerned about me and my safety but I can’t go to the hospital because of insurance right now. In September we will have better insurance. I am on medicine but it doesn’t seem to help.
Sorry you are struggling. I wish I could help more you deserve to be healthy and happy
I appreciate your support
in September to the hospital if you are still feeling the same? It's interesting you haven't mentioned about the insurance until now. I completely understand because I've been there for the past 4 years.
Yes I will go to the hospital in September if I still feel the same. I hope I can hang in there that long. It seems like a long time. Actually, I have talked about insurance before but it’s been a while. Our current insurance is terrible but in September it will be good. It’s because of our current insurance why I don’t have a therapist.
insurance can really get in the way of getting the help you need.
Yes you are right Tryingtoheal. Insurance can really get in the way of getting help. I really need help. I’m not doing well at all with my thoughts.
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