Do I have a eating disorder?
I did not know where to write this so I figured that this Forum might be appropriate.
I am honestly not sure if I have a eating disorder. I have talked to different doctors and no one wants to put a title on it. I remember my doctors saying that they thought I was depressed and that my eating behaviors were a negative coping mechanism.
I am getting anxiety just writing about this. I hate myself and my body. I feel like I don't have control of my life and most days I don't feel like I have a purpose. I feel pathetic writing this. I'm sorry...